9/28/2008 09:02:00 PM
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went to see the 2nd hand wrx compared the price with a new car, not worth it! so went to see the new civic'09. nice car i like i want. too bad the earliest date i could get my car is at Nov.!!!!
9/28/2008 08:59:00 PM
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Lol she can't get a good shot!
9/22/2008 04:18:00 AM
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these were the crappy days! argh~!!! i miss you!
9/21/2008 09:24:00 PM
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had my 3rd session of tattoo, i swear it has nv been so painful as the previous 2 times! hate the hair part can't take the pain! so finished the upper part of the hair then skipped the lower part! continued with some colouring till i fell asleep, whole body was numb by then. 1st time i saw blood! as they said ' there's a women behind every successful man's back ' hahaha what a phrase.
9/20/2008 03:08:00 AM
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went drinking at bedok with ahho, eric, wencheng ,anthony and friends. had fun and laughter. drank and drunk my sorrows. miss her yet i can't go anything, wonder whats she doing, feel like seeing her but i can't. kept to myself once again. painful yet it'll be another day.
9/19/2008 12:41:00 AM
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nobody in this world is perfect.
i miss her more than anybody could.
only god knows i could.
in the end it's all that that matters.
9/17/2008 06:02:00 AM
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did lots of things wrongly. i must have a change from now onwards! sad things always happens. i hate this feeling, it really sucks! and it hurts damn lot. i miss you!
9/15/2008 04:06:00 AM
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i miss you.
it's all i have to say.
though we seldom meet,
but when we do,
it speaks alot.
sometimes i feel you're here,
sometimes you make me feel so cold inside.
i've got to hold onto my nerves that torture me with every mention of your name,
every memory stored.
i asked myself is this a game,
or is this called ''love''.
now you've brought me to a maze,
you left me there,
hide n seek is what it's called,
you hide.
you seek.
how can i find the real you.
everyone is having a piece of you,
teach me how to get a piece of you.
i miss you,
i've paid a dear price for missing you,
yet i will want to continue,
not ending with lies and tears.
love is the reason to love,
not an excuse to get hurt.
i can't fight this reliance.
i love you with all my faults.
i've looked into the mirror,
i've found the curves of me,
it's the curves thats chases you off.
it's the curves i tried to bent,
to take off the sorrow in me
and the hate in me that left with you.
for what i've said,
for what i've done,
i don't hope for anything.
i will still be there for you,
when you're cold at night,
i'll keep you warm with my blanket.
the lines in my palms has deepened for you,
till the day i hold your hand walking down the road.
till the end of your breathe.
i'll hold on to.
i miss you.
i do love.
if you do....
9/15/2008 03:32:00 AM
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9/15/2008 03:25:00 AM
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i'm kind, i may be good, i will care, i maybe soft, for love i will die in, i can give you what you want if i can!
don't swollow me for i can't!
for i am walking the path no one has walked before.
9/15/2008 03:04:00 AM
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it's been,
long since i've drank so much,
long since i've puke,
long since i've cried,
long since i've flared,
long since i've confronted my relatives,
long since i've return mum her justice,
long since i've vant for my dad,
long since i've hugged my friends,
i've done all that yesterday.
now i,
want a daddy's love,
want a love,
want a hug,
want a kiss,
want a pretty face,
want a cat my baby~,
want a bigger heart,
want a smile.
i've not got all that.
my life isn't that pretty after all.
eversince i've felt so lost! without nothing! 24/7 missing!
9/14/2008 07:16:00 PM
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i love and i love.
9/10/2008 07:37:00 AM
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went Kampong Baru to find eric, ahho and wencheng at pub Otwo. there's this waitress name KeLi, went there few times did not talk to the waitress there don't really know them as well cuz everytime we went there, wencheng and ahho will play with them, but today this girl KeLi went up to our table and tell me she choose a song "XingTong", i said hey i wanted to listen to that song so since you want to sing then you sing lo. just before the song came out we went out for a smoke, the song started playing she ran out saying hey i thought you want listen that song, HELLO i'm smoking here! then her elder sister who was also outside overheard and scolded her thinking that she want to sing. kinda felt guilty causing her to get scolded so i choose the song again and ask her sing. she was kinda pissed, dun care so we carried on drinking drank and drink and drank! till her sister walk up and said something that kinda shock me lo. you like my sister right! OMFG. since when lol. actually she mistaken me for wencheng, crap! next stop boatquay Beerbelly, drink drank and drunk! had prata for supper then ahho suggested going Loyang for praying. Half way through the prayers i PUKE!!!!!!!!!!!! not once but 3 times luckily no one saw. so embrassing! reach home 6+am ! had a shower and now i'm kinda AWAKE!!!!! 2 more hours and i'm off to work! shag! what a day. haiz. i missed her. she has been missing for the pass 48hours and no news of her, guess she's not in the mood ba. but was worried though, tried to care but i can't haiz what to do. so sad that it's so hard to care and be there for someone you love.
9/08/2008 12:07:00 AM
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met up with eric wencheng and ahho. wanted to go for eyebrow threading at 1st but miscommunication occurred. too late till the shop closed. headed to chinatown for congee, heavy rain! headed to OTwo after dinner, xiuling and jieying came along. barriers after barriers...!! got high kinda drunk, went graxs to see her after that. got tipsy! had steamboat for supper at bugis. while on the car back home was so damn full and the kick of wanting to vomit came along! tolerate till the end. sad always the 2nd last to reach home! puke when sending ahdave to take him car. everything for supper came out! what a day! missed her.
*pissed! it took so damn long to upload photos from my phone to my com! it's a new phone! with a fucked up programme!
9/04/2008 05:38:00 AM
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went graxs with KC and wencheng. saw my secondary friends had a little drinks with them. next stop Nana. not so fun without Rain in action. had a little photo session with her =) 12 more hours to cruise, 1st time experience kinda excited. hurayyY!!!!!
9/03/2008 08:22:00 PM
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lol
awww~
=)
beng, eric
lol
=)
omG! Fingering!
Mic, Beng
cheeze~
Beng, Jovin
=)
Beng, Cheng, Cheong
=)
=)
=)
Beng, She
=)went to some hotel near Machperson for some thai disco. the singer sux lo can't really sing well! but had fun though =) after that went to Nana saw xiao xing had few drinks with him. went for supper and head to friend's hse for a nap so tired! 3 hours of sleep not enough! had a bad headache the whole day! my back itch too! damn! i'm tired!
9/02/2008 01:02:00 AM
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did my tattoo shading on saturday. tolerate pain and itchiness for 6hours plus. took a morphine tablet but seems take no effect only cause drowsiness! lousy pill! 6hours of shading and it's not completed, thank god the artist wanted to stop cause my face turned pale! cold, thirsty, hungry, pain. met up with eric and wencheng after tattoo session and went to BaoBao's pub to finish the balance then went to Kampong Baru for next drinking session. closed at 2 we proceed to Boat Quay Beer Belly, took photos but still not sent to me! happy still...cause she came down find me! went to Raining Bar after that then home sweet home.
went to Mitsubishi showroom today with wencheng, actually i've eyed for Honda Civic 1.6 and Mitsubishi Lancer EX. wanted to get the Civic but the price range is out of my budget! so Lancer EX is a better choice. got to save up 2k for the booking fee haiz... lol someone give the idea of pick exterior and pink rims hahaha look like Pink Panther don't think anyone will dare to sit except that someone who suggested it lol.
