3/28/2008 05:23:00 PM
zzz
the things you draw...you've brightened my day. the words you wrote...you've made me smile.
3/27/2008 03:02:00 AM
zzz
me, myself and i.....................................................................................................................
3/20/2008 05:36:00 PM
zzz
be glad to have been loved rather then not being loved at all.
3/20/2008 05:25:00 PM
zzz
we could have heen together...happily together! seconds seems like minutes. minutes seems like hours. days seems like months. months seems like years. think again i still do care, we could have been together...happily together! with love
3/17/2008 04:15:00 PM
zzz
i can't tell if i'm confused or sad. it tears me open , cause i feel so bad. it's hard to be alone and watch you fly away. it scares me and i don't know why. it hurts and it stings, it drowns me in death. i felt so left out, there is so much of you i've missed. neglected, left out, totally forgotten about, it's not what i wanted,not what i intended, but somehow it's what happened, i'm sorry to say this. i'm sorry it's true, i don't know what to think, i don't know what to do, i know that i can fix this, if you'll let me try. i feel like you're not giving anything back, while i'm giving all of me to you and you're making me cry, you're making me hurt...i'm not sure if you're true but there are problems and holes in your words and actions that i don't understand. love almost killed me and you didn’t care. i really needed you and you were never there, you could have helped if you wanted to but you turned your back. only cared about yourself and your fun. but now i’ve died, died of a broken heart. now you can sing my funeral song and be happy with your live all night long.
3/15/2008 04:46:00 PM
zzz
have i done anything wrong?
what have i done wrong?
sorry?
can't i shower enough love?
am i just another passer-by?
must i be treated like this?
alot of hidden truth?
am i not good enough?
maybe perhaps i'm a lousy lover!
3/12/2008 03:03:00 PM
zzz
staying home these 2 days is very torturing! bad dreams all the way! boring noons boring nights!
missed her! addicted to your company! you're just like my fags, i need and
i'm craving every single seconds for it! fulfill my addiction! baby i love! oh man...i cannot tolerate staying at home, my mood changes
drastically, suddenly hot suddenly cold! i hate it!!!!!
3/07/2008 09:58:00 AM
zzz
the melancholy truth, never will it belong to me...the inferior and paranoid mindset of mine feed the sanity in my head. it blinded me from the brighter sight of life, and love. i've never opened up to anything, so many heartaches so many dirty things... trying to read what's running through your shackled mind makes me sore, driving me insane. understanding the complicated and trying to dig out the genuine meaning that lies beneath your words drives me six feet under, it all fell apart and it always does. i need tons of happy pills!
3/06/2008 02:08:00 PM
zzz
yesterday's zouk was not fulfilling! i want phuture!
3/02/2008 09:40:00 AM
zzz
you said you love me. you said you love her. split your heart into two? you made me feel like a fool? everything you did was never about me! you told someone to give you time settle everything but i don't see something happening? you said you want to be single, scared being hurt again and again? u feel happier loving two? maybe you don't know what you want? perhaps you don't want to decide? should it be that you can't reject? just to let everyone be happy? but don't get overboard cause you'll hurt someone, sigh love is selfish. but well at least at times i can feel your
sadness in your tears, your warmth in your arms, your love in your eyes. for all
i've chosen the fallen one that is you! as long as the clock is ticking,
i'll wait because of you...
