1/31/2008 10:09:00 AM
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1/31/2008 10:09:00 AM
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1/30/2008 10:00:00 AM
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what a long draggy day many unfavorable things happened...but having affection for her is true.
1/29/2008 05:32:00 PM
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1/27/2008 05:54:00 PM
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HELP ME !!!! i am BROKE !!!! got NO MONEY !!!! i want go threading !!!!
1/20/2008 03:51:00 PM
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18 Jan 08, sent Amelia off, she will be studying at Swiss for 18 months. Good luck to you my friend, now Amelia and WenCheng's relationship will be put to the test. Anyway i saw Xun and Xun's aunty! Xun's with her mr Policeman boyfriend standing beside her, HEY MR POLICEMAN FARK OFF! but didn't had the chance to take to Xun and Aunty, at least me and Aunty said 'HI'. At that moment of time i was thinking like, "hey boyfriend back off don't you feel uneasy.
1/12/2008 02:29:00 PM
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psychologist, psychotherapy i'll be seeing you guys for quite a long time. worst news is it might take years to be cured. told the psychologist that i've a blog and i'm ranting/venting on it, he says VERY GOOD! well mr doctor lets see if you can take my sorrows away.
1/10/2008 01:14:00 PM
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Extreme ways that that help me help me out at night extreme places i had gone but never seen any light dirty basements, dirty noise dirty places coming through. extreme worlds alone. did you ever like it planned. i would stand in line for this. there's always room in life for this then it fell apart, it fell apart like it always does, always does. extreme songs that told me they helped me down every night i didn't have much to say. i didn't get above the light. i closed my eyes and closed myself and closed my world and never opened up to anything that could get me along i had to close down everything i had to close down my mind too many things to cover me too much can make me blind i've seen so much in so many places so many heartaches, so many faces so many dirty things you couldn't believe
1/04/2008 06:08:00 AM
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perhaps you never understood my intention. all i wanted was love. love...what a naive concept... that's all that it is. don't lie to me and say that you like me and those feelings were for me, you know it isn't true. you said you would never break my heart, that was the first lie i fell into. i shouldn't have accepted that promise...i shouldn't have let you walk into my bubble of life now you've created a misery in my love which i seriously refuse to fall into. we once had fun we both enjoyed, we admitted it was an affair. you have your boyfriend i have my life you have your 'fling' i have my friends. i think it's time we should stop, i must stop! before i had love for you. you are young and playful you have time for your tricks and fun while i'm vice versa. now i realised we are on the different world, i'm so naive to have fell for it. i must stop before the obsession begins.
1/04/2008 05:34:00 AM
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for the past few weeks i don't even know what i'm busying at! for a million times i don't know what i've been doing. the best is i flung my last test and skipped the previous one. i've gotten myself into stuff which i cannot even handle my emotions. at least i spent my NewYear with xun, since ages since i've caught up with her, she's still the same old xun i knew thats one thing i like about her, glad her bf is treating her well. everytime i know a new girl and starts to know one another better or show some interest in one another, i will always ended up having mixed feelings or can't even manage them like friends flings love or foe. it's 08 and i'm still the same. crappy shit. i hope for the rest of 08 will turn out positive for me. fingers crossed!
