6/30/2008 07:44:00 AM
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what a day at nana. esther is coming? i dun think so. intended to find u but well. what a bad day. maybe i'm too much. but well i snap with pretty Rain. but what a really bad day for me. maybe perhaps might be too much a bad day just to see you. so long as you are happy i'm simply contented. feelings are hard to be controlled. you won't understand and you won't, nobody will. at least thank got we had happy memories together. i will and i still will be...with loves. happy to see you today.
6/28/2008 04:26:00 AM
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went bedok again for beer session with friends had 17 bottles! everyone was like wanting to go home when it was like 1am only. end up reaching home at 3. feeling kinda weird without your text msges. wasn't sure what i'm thinking feeling was like very lost. yet for sure you ain't mine. hope i knew what was going on in your mind. 1 word for sure is that i miss you badly. it felt like so helpless and i can't do anything. now i'm unsure if falling in love and wanting to care for someone you love is a good thing or a bad idea. things always have to end up in tragic. what am i going to do about it, i don't know for sure. i feel sorry for myself as i'm bring these feelings back again. sorry i've fallen for you.
6/27/2008 05:58:00 PM
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things were kinda dramatic last night, can't sleep well. went for interview today. senoko drive! so damn far! tired...kinda lost now kinda unhappy only i know the reason why. everytime things turned out this way, disappointed and lost of fate in myself.
6/25/2008 02:39:00 AM
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the gift that made me smile,
the gift that i never thought of,
the gift that made my darkest night bright,
the gift that perfected my birthday,
is you!
your kiss!
Labels: iloveyou~
6/23/2008 05:20:00 AM
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celebrated advance ??th birthday at graxs and raining. was very super happy! did not expect so many people attended! lol not even my ??st birthday was so grand. shocked to see the 1st birthday cake was a slice of fruit cake, but when the 2nd cake arrived was so happy lo. actually was quite lost couldn't remember much only some crazy and stupid incidents, was quite embarrassed the next day when everyone told me what i've done. broke some promise and regretted truly sincerely and whole heatedly i'm sorry feeling remorseful. overall i'm HAPPY beyond words!
feeling kinda stressed right now can't even get to sleep. gotta go for 2nd interview with big boss in unknown days. hope i can get through the interview and get my dream job as auditor! so longing to pass my exams!
feeling kinda stressed right now can't even get to sleep. gotta go for 2nd interview with big boss in unknown days. hope i can get through the interview and get my dream job as auditor! so longing to pass my exams!
6/21/2008 08:52:00 AM
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6/21/2008 08:31:00 AM
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oh god i can't fall asleep! excited about today's programme, my first time celebrating advance birthday in a pub! for once in 22years i made it big, for once! the mean issue isn't about this, it's about you! miss idiot cuz i miss you! haiz too bad your heart doesn't belong to me. not much of a sad feeling nor feeling disappointed cuz i know u ain't my baby~ to summarise my dearest diary- i miss you yet i can't love me.
my philosophy of love- what you gave out doesn't mean you will get what you expected. give and take don't expect something in return.
6/15/2008 04:52:00 PM
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boring reservist finally over. went Robertson Quay yesterday with Tingting James and WenCheng for beer session, the place was packed with soccer fans all over! overall nice ambience. went boat quay next drink like hell. can't even walk drunk like hell. but still can remember she pet my shoulders asking if i'm ok how nice of her.
i've been neglecting my studies again! the motivation isn't there. ROAR~ sad la
what will make us drop tears other than orions?
6/06/2008 03:35:00 PM
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it's feeling so strange to wake up in the morning/noon and be glad to see another day. why not be happy and keep the endless smile running thoughout your life as pain and sorrow are the elements that keeps us alive...i wanna fly without crying.
