lately alot of things/conflicts/misunderstanding happened to me and friends. it's like a plaque one after another. some things were not able to control/talk it out/stopped. i felt disappointed cuz I KNOW WHAT U "SAID" LAST "SUMMER"! laugh my ass off shit ass. i need a shopping break with mummy to get things off my head. venting solution/
i miss baby~
baby~
baby~
Long Sweets
Short Sweetsi want to vent! i need to rant!
not good! not very good! i don't like this feeling! fly and cry!
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
And I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I can not cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die(I watched you die)
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep(In your sleep)
I was so young(I was too young for you)
You should have known better than to lean on me(To lean on me)
You never thought of anyone else(You never saw me)
You just saw your pain
And I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you.
dearest nephew!
misses!
Happy Chinese New Year. had a great new year eve! drank 2 barrel vodka and 1 barrel beer at dxO. then went over to He Pan for games! won a bear for Sweets=) Boat Quay again hahaha. Sweets i love you!
i'm dreading every single day to have you dropping by.
i'm dreading every single day to hear from you.
i'm dreading every single day to see you.
i'm dreading someday you could be my her.
i miss you.
i might seem alright but yet who knows how am i feeling deep inside. love is not just a one sided thing, it takes two to clap. somethings were ment to be unspoken but i know. smiles =)
