LOVES black

8/31/2007 06:38:00 AM

zzz

"i'll cut off your tongue just so that you can never tell me what to do.

i'll drain your blood to cleanse your dirty little lies."

8/31/2007 06:36:00 AM

zzz

i've had enough frustration

i won't wanna get stuck

goodbye to this dead end situation

is just not worth my time

but waiting is just so frustrating

i'm so sick of all the tension

not to mention i'm so sick of

so sick of you!

8/31/2007 06:34:00 AM

zzz

i really don't want to learn about the person i am.

8/30/2007 04:56:00 AM

zzz

i just want a girl who likes me and dotes on me. Who calls me who ask me out and gives me attention. That would be so nice.

8/29/2007 02:17:00 PM

zzz

Are you lost in your lies?

Do you tell yourself I don't realize

Your crusade's a disguise?

Replace freedom with fear

You trade money for lives

I'm aware of what you've done

No more sorrow

I've paid for your mistakes

Your time is borrowed

Your time has come to be replaced

I see pain

I see need

I see liars and thieves abuse power with greed

I had hopeI believed

But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived

You will pay for what you've done

Thieves and hypocrites!

Your time has come to be replaced

Your time has come to be erased

Labels: linkin park

8/29/2007 04:28:00 AM

zzz

you got somethin to say. don't wanna hear it if it's gonna gets in my way. all this confusion overwhelmed. all this illiusion seems so clear. i know the conclusion a disappointing evolution. all things arent what they appear. why do i keep running backwards. it's tiring!

8/29/2007 04:20:00 AM

zzz

i'm diving headfirst into love and dismay, its like beating the dead, i can't stop it getting into my head. whatever this could be i'll never know i never said it would be the end to all. i hate you yesterday i hate you today. i can't find a way out. i'm dragging myself down, yes i'm struggling so hard, hard work don't seems to pay off. buying a ticket to happy daze. where else can i myself smiling.

8/29/2007 03:56:00 AM

zzz

not a bad day for me. went out with weiyang fred yongcai. had steamboat at marinabay with sunniie under the 'moon' 'light' was fun. the steamboat auntie and uncle was weird hahahaonly 2 of us having steamboat lol the place was ours. well took a cab from her place, the cabby uncle was weird long story.

8/28/2007 05:54:00 AM

zzz

i feel so bleh right now so bland I just feel so...I dont know. I hope my life starts taking a turn for the better, it has been really shitty for the past few months.

8/28/2007 05:48:00 AM

zzz

oh man! i'm torturing myself for goodness sake...it's been a long day for me and more yet to come. i need to redeem myself.

thx Sunniie for your listening ear, i need that, thx for being there.

8/27/2007 02:29:00 AM

zzz

you've made me gonna crazy
is it me or you

8/27/2007 02:24:00 AM

zzz

i don't want to know the melancholy truth behind all these shadows.
this is madness,
shattered by your actions/lies

8/27/2007 02:23:00 AM

zzz

it's silly how i'm now.how i never knew who i was no stupid IQ test will tell me

8/25/2007 08:49:00 PM

zzz

you've turn my world in horror

no longer have faith in myself

you've stab me right in my heart

you made me bleed

like a fallen leaf

8/25/2007 08:39:00 PM

zzz

THANKS TO YOU E***

ARE YOU HAPPIER NOW ?

DO YOU CARE? NO YOU DON'T!

FUCKING AROUND WITH GUYS IS YOUR PRIORITY AM I RIGHT!

WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH

WHY DO YOU CARE OFR YOURSELF

WHY DO YOU WANT TO DO THIS

YOU'VE CHANGED MY VISION TOWARDS LIFE

LET ME THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!

YOU'LL BE SMILING WHEN YOU SEE THIS.

8/25/2007 08:35:00 PM

zzz

do you hear my heart crying?
do you see the tears rolling down the cheek?
what have i done to deserve this?
i'm having a phobia of you
paranoid as it seems
you've made me loss my pride in life
you've blurred my vision to see on the happy side
your intentions isn't want me to land on my knees
now you've achieved it
you've made me lost my faith in myself

8/25/2007 08:27:00 PM

zzz

what beautiful lies!
what a well planned punk!
by saying sorry will help ?
you've left a deep scar which is deeper than before,
you think it's fun?
well thanks for the phobia
thanks to you i'm feeling paranoid than before,
don't you have a conscious ?
don't you have a heart ?
you won't know how it feel.
don't you want to see my bleeding heart
isn't that your cruel intentions ?
do you feel happier ?
to make me feel paranoid isn't your intentions ?
why does my heart feel so bad

8/25/2007 05:05:00 AM

zzz

don't you feel a thing doing all these meaningless things
doing these things makes you smile ?
making others who believe in you hurt seems right.
i have no longer the strength to voice out

8/25/2007 05:04:00 AM

zzz

i'm speechless, i'm disappointed
hurtful lies, stupid pranks.

8/24/2007 03:05:00 PM

zzz

I made this out of love.
Not because I wanted to,
but because I had to.
No one will know all of the reasons for this,
or how it feels as it did when I stood alone in the dark.
For that's what it was.
That's the nature of loving.
It's beyond me to fully understand its process.
It was a request when I had no longer a voice to ask anymore.
This was for her.

8/23/2007 01:13:00 AM

zzz

this is a story of a young man's anguish, anger, conflicts, torments and agony. unable to wake up from the painful trials of his life/love he seeks for redemption and a single chance that she refuses. it is his determined mind and subconsciousness that shuts him from the melancholy truth. perhaps karma is the key behind his tormented soul. hide him away from reality stop the ticking clock, bring him back in time where happiness and love once was. it's been so long since the last time he smiled. the romance story with a sad ending.

Labels: romeo n juliet

8/21/2007 01:35:00 AM

zzz

This is a strange moment, you stood above me like a familiar promise. I would spend the years waiting. Searching to find it again. Yet another hope another shadow, all blending again in faint memory lies beyond false hopes

8/20/2007 01:12:00 AM

zzz

Heal me deep within,
the fresh wounds bleeding,
the scar tearing apart,
anesthetic in need,
light the candles chase the darkness away,
lead me to my comfort zone,
goodnight my love

8/20/2007 12:43:00 AM

zzz

it is here where the running ceases.the helplessness of situations.the little annoyances in real life bothers me.tomorrow maybe...tomorrow might be different,today is long however...well tell me when you're done and come home...the doors are unlocked,my arms wide open,let me hold your hand once again and lead you to a new kind of love

8/20/2007 12:33:00 AM

zzz

went for dinner with mum bro and his gf, 4 of us dining at HougangMall, feeling weird. it's like missing out someone! seeing my bro and his gf reminds me of us...the person missing out is her, we used to dine every sun nite together with my family, thats my comfort zone, now she's gone i can only imagine she's beside me her every single actions are stored in my mind, missed her every actions every words, if only she's here we could be a happy family.

8/19/2007 03:51:00 PM

zzz

i don't really know what i really want now. i'm lost in a maze, i need to hide in my comfort zone. the pain has managed to trap itself inside me. i need a cure i need break. i want to be happy. smile LY smile!

8/19/2007 03:50:00 PM

zzz

i've needed someone to talk to for quite a while now,except that i really don't know what to say,and even if i did,where do i begin.

8/17/2007 04:38:00 PM

zzz

Somewhere in time I know,Darling you'll come back to me.Roses will bloom again,But Spring feels like eternity.In your kiss it wasn't goodbye.You are still the reason why.
I can hear you whispering in the silence of my room,My heart still surrenders like the sun to the moon.I can barely stand this aching, burning endlessly."Love me now forever,"Were the last words you said to me.
And when the morning comes,My hands still reach out for you.Some things remain the same,There is nothing I can do.I can barely get through the dayEver since you went away.

Labels: sarahbrightman

8/17/2007 04:23:00 AM

zzz

i don't know what enough is.
i don't know how to stop.
don't tell me, i don't want to know.
if feels horrible when i get too little of you.
irritating/obsession, other might say.
i'm walking my road my journey alone.
don't judge my actions don't comment.
i do what i want.
i follow the faint voice inside my heart.
awaiting....
only her can fill my heart.

8/16/2007 02:03:00 AM

zzz

now i really want to say something! but seems like all the things that i wanted to say i've said before though we had a past and it's over the evolution awaits me the end may start ....hold still i know the wait is long it's without a promise

8/16/2007 02:03:00 AM

zzz

i don't understand and i just don't, i'm not appreciated, i'm the weak rather than the strong, i'm simply just too emotional compared to the cold hearted, i'm lousy, i'm not the first i'm the last always left behind, i'm simply just not good enough no matter how hard i tried i'm still not good enough.

8/15/2007 10:00:00 PM

zzz

Baby there's a gap in between,
there's a gap where we meet,
where i end and you begin.
i can watch but not take part,
it is where i end and where you start,
where i'm alone and you're not
where my prayers not answered
pardon my vicious whispers

8/14/2007 03:01:00 AM

zzz

It's my fault.I let the door open.I knew better.Too late now...and I will not,can not let you leave .

8/14/2007 12:05:00 AM

zzz

too many miles in the wrong way
lost in the crowd
my message seems miles away
the angel of hope lost it's wings to love
the sun is turning on me
the pain and agony strikes again
her feelings were uncertain
the distant memorises stayed reflecting upon me
she's the innocent beauty that broke my silence
chances seems so dim against all odds
nevertheless i shell follow as my heart beats

8/13/2007 04:41:00 AM

zzz

There's a gap in between,
there's a gap where we meet,
where I end and you begin.
I can watch but not take part,
it is where I end and where you start,
where i'm alone and you're not
where my prayers not answered
pardon my vicious whispers that irritates the you

8/13/2007 02:07:00 AM

zzz

i don't like whats going on now
do you feel the emptiness inside me
feel it, can you?feel it damn it. FEEL IT!do you feel that?
huh. DO YOU?don't you feel it.
i can't believe that this going on
tell me you're doing something going to help
tell me you're thinking a little of me
SOMETHING! that little thought will do!

will love lies in the hands of the beholder.

this is too much for me to handle.

8/12/2007 03:09:00 AM

zzz

it is here where the smile ceases' to stop
the happy moments washed aside
while the helplessness of situations arise
the little sadness in real life don't seem to bother anyone
but the figment of the irritation is
though an awaiting love is unpredictable
maybe the sun will one day rise in the west

8/12/2007 03:03:00 AM

zzz

went alexandra hospital for her bought some cheerful chocolates for sick lady, lucky she did not get warded, stayed over at her house to look after her, got knocked out by 3.30am ytd too tired to stay awake. have to remind that forgetful girl to drip 1 and 2 hahaha, happy to look after her seeing her falling asleep looks so cute, waking her up like baby..i love..perhaps ytd was the happiest day in 5 months...hope everyday would be the same=)

8/10/2007 08:48:00 PM

zzz

she was ill today. went to meet her for doc at Dover skipped my noon class. learned about the truth, she likes that guy she thrown herself to him. i feel so messed up. this is so unfair, i cared for her yet she dun seems to care. she got admitted into Alexandra Hospital, her eye is not doing well. worried for her, if only i had money to let her stay warded. so worried

8/10/2007 03:20:00 AM

zzz

it's 0330hrs now
330mins to class starts
730mins to class ends
the clock's ticking
precious time lost
hopes fading away
number of minutes spent with her lost
i want to buy time
time that i need !

8/10/2007 01:41:00 AM

zzz

i really don't want to learn about the person you are now.
or dig into who you love
i don't want to know the melancholy truth behind the darkest nights.
i just want to hang on waiting for the moment.
DON'T ask me why i'm doing this.
i don't know either.
inspired by love novels; happy couples
maybe the subconscious mind is keeping me moving.

8/10/2007 01:27:00 AM

zzz

i still can remember how 1st we met.
met her outside dbO
she was at the back sit of the car
she climbed over to say hi.
went to some ktv at chinatown
we did not know how to sing
stared at each other did not talk much
receive a msg from an unknow number
was her
asked her out
she bought calfornia handrolls for me
watched movie
did not know where to go
we waited at bus-stop for her friend
went to MachpersonKopiTiam for supper.
on ChristmasEve she bought dorry fish after her work at Grapevine
she came all the way to my house for me so sweet.
it's my blessing to know her
my fault for not treasuring her
was not there for her when she needed

i swear i will never let her down anymore
she's the one i will want to spend my life with
she's my little princess that never grows up
too late too little things could be done
inspired by my new leaf
i'll hang on tight
i'll wait

8/10/2007 01:21:00 AM

zzz

i need some psycho therapy!

8/10/2007 01:12:00 AM

zzz

did not manage to rant my heart out, went out instead of hiding behind the four walls,
had pizza at Lucky, chilled at Swensen. No doubt thats still some broken pieces deep within.
Assumed she like guy name Nicoles, went zouk with him all the time till late night, spent lots of time with him, close together, smiles upon reading his msg, had close photo taking. He's all over
her.

8/09/2007 06:41:00 PM

zzz

i'm getting emotional now
not now it's everyday
maybe it's the solemnity of how sad life can get
doing something that wouldn't be appreciated isn't my cup of tea
thanks for ignoring me
it isn't going to help
it isn't supposed to happen
when will this end...

8/09/2007 06:34:00 PM

zzz

maybe it's just me
i want to let go.
NO.
i don't want to let go
it REALLY is just me
like how it's just me when i get really edgy waiting for people
like how it's just me when i can't take criticism and how i get obsessively jealous and unreasonable when other people are better than i am.
like how it's just me when i just can't let go.

8/08/2007 07:53:00 PM

zzz

i'm dreading every single day to have you dropping byi'm dreading every single day to hear from youi'm dreading every single day to have that slightest chancedreading every single day for your return

8/08/2007 01:29:00 AM

zzz

i smell something very strong coming from nowhere, smells like Lancome's Miracle. Obviously it did not come from my hse cause mum don't use that, try smelling out of window well no way its coming from outside cause i don't smell any! Smells like coming from where i'm sitting and typing this blog! woke my brother up to verify, he agrees and he left. creepy! but seriously it smells good...actually had this experienced a couple years back when i was staying in yck, it was way past midnight i got out of bed and ran out of hse to take a stroll, then suddenly i smelled some perfume coming out of now where it was so strong as if someone walked pass me. i turned around and she turned too, she was about 15 cars away, we stared one another for quite away until when i began to blink, that lady in black dress started hoping sideways from cars to cars. her speed was no human and the distance a girl would not achieve. goosebumps! Man i can't sleep!

8/08/2007 01:11:00 AM

zzz

my life's revolved around emotions experienced when not in a state of well-being.
love has many stages first it blooms and refines,
when impurities starts it's invasion,
i don't want to know whats going on next.

8/07/2007 10:22:00 PM

zzz

my dreams are almost beautiful

perfect colors perfect moments.

like roses coated with raindrops before dawn

or twin twisters dancing like lustful lovers in the privacy of lush greens field

it all came to a stop.

roses withered petals to dust

twisters vanished like the windfrom lustful lovers to hurtful and teary individual

8/07/2007 09:39:00 PM

zzz

starving makes you forgetful
can't remember the damn word "to regret the absence or loss"
intense desire and deep affection inflict pain;hurt
it makes me too tired too painful to think about.
girl i love you

8/07/2007 09:36:00 PM

zzz

Sun was great,
Sand was great,
Sea was great,
Sentosa was great fun !
Got my tan...at least the breeze and the scenery brought me a smile.

8/07/2007 08:13:00 AM

zzz

i really don't want to learn about the person you are.i don't want to know the melancholy truth behind all these shadows.i just want to wait.Don't ask me why i'm doing this.i don't know either.cause the subconscious mind is moving me.

8/06/2007 06:23:00 PM

zzz

the sanity is building up it's momentum.
shut up
stop it
its driving me nuts.

8/06/2007 06:13:00 PM

zzz

damn the shuttle bus to mrt, waited for like 10-20minutes did not turn up thus ended walking to station instead, oh ya check out the new girl in class 'Banana' me and YJ's call sign. went for a neat haircut at Secrets intro by YJ, laugh my ass off wasn't that secret after all. no comments about my hair but was short! like the neat cool cut. had lunch at HuiZhen's work place but she wasn't there. guess what for the 1st time after 1yr plus i went swimming at Regentville, my god no sun, security was mean! but while swimming session with YJ in the house was great! maybe we shell go Sentosa after sch tml!

8/06/2007 03:10:00 AM

zzz

it's here again
i missed her

8/06/2007 02:57:00 AM

zzz

it's affection? it's love?
or
it's sanity? it's sadness?

8/06/2007 12:28:00 AM

zzz

she's done it again

locked me in the cold room

i'm on cold turkey
would you lend me a blanket
would you share my emotions?

8/06/2007 12:19:00 AM

zzz

i'm at the edge
i'm breaking down
the LOW times just kept coming
take me home

8/06/2007 12:10:00 AM

zzz

the sanity is killing me!

8/06/2007 12:00:00 AM

zzz

If only we were a movie
You'd be the right girl
And I'd be the best friend
We'll fall in love once again
In the end we'd be smiling
Watching the sunset
Play the happy song.
If only.

8/05/2007 10:39:00 PM

zzz

is he supposed to leave the girl alone?
he can't help...

8/05/2007 10:22:00 PM

zzz

what went wrong
what he did
"you're not welcomed in my life
extreme comments were used
don't bother to contact me
i don't give a damn"
that left a deep impact
he's really tired
he's trying hard
tell him what else can he do
he fell and he stood up again and again
wounds not recovered and he fell again
again and again
now he just couldn't stand up again

8/05/2007 10:07:00 PM

zzz

you're persistence with what you want
i'm persistence with what i want
it clashes.
no way seems the right way to sort feelings out
wine; beer; liquor
sharing feelings; consoling; hanging out
all these doesn't help at all
asking someone to get over is easy
but doing so is just so impossible

8/05/2007 03:10:00 AM

zzz

expected the worst
expected what she told me
but did not expect what they told me earlier on
does not mean i can like it
does not mean i can take it
does not mean i must accept it
does not mean i am not good enough for her
remember this,
everyone do change for the better!
no matter what she say
no matter what they say
i still have hope that something will happen
or
i still hope that something might happen
by the way it doesn't matter now
BECAUSE
i am down right now.

8/05/2007 03:00:00 AM

zzz

i am seriously speechless now
my thoughts are empty
sorrow depressed sadness are the words to describe
hopeless alone helpless pity me as i am now
hated isolated by the loved
how long more do i have to go through this
seconds seems like minutes
minutes seems like months
months seems like years
years seems like decades
going through the torments of life
who is willing to walk with me
i am lost
neither am i a good guy nor a bad guy
neither am i an ideal bf nor a perfect bf
who i am
please love walk me through my life

8/05/2007 02:37:00 AM

zzz

i love you
so much it has affected my life
the moments spent in the past were cherished in my heart
had not been a good bf
thats is why we ended up like this
no matter how hard i try
you won't come back anymore
if only i can turn back time

8/04/2007 06:30:00 PM

zzz

she hates me, i'm the last person in this world she will notice, now it seems like every journal i wrote will be all about her, i'm a log headed with a extreme sensitive mind and goes haywire when things goes wrong. i love my babies to the verge of doing anything to get them back. so near seems so far. i mean she is there, i'm here if she goes off and get some other guy and does stuff in between the time or she stuff get complicated i'm here and the time i go back there then well that's my answer to all my doings. she hates me though while she does anyway. i'm so used to the hash comments thrown to me. i do love her you know so god damn much, during the process i've learn to be nice hoping things could change a little or bit by bit. so what i'm gonna do is still talk to her, probably not as much as i used to hope or try to, and be there for her maybe one day she'll accept my existence, or pretty much she'll pity. maybe waiting seems to be wasting my time but by understanding that you'll lose some you'll gain some, not now but maybe in the future. seems naive but well isn't it worth it for the her. but the conclusion finding herself and being single thing was bullshit because there's always some guy who wants her not more than i do or she loves to have fun with and then they would be together. she has been seeing them more than me and i'm always the last she would hang out where else club is more important. she can do whatever she wants she says but i'm just not up to what she says, i will always hope it might have something to do with me but well then if it doesn't then i'm just a sitting duck. i'm sure we will start losing touch and all that shit that happens. it will always be a cycle, and it will really make me sad you will understand the meaning of extreme when you're in that shoe, but you know it probably won't bother her as much as it does me. i don't need her to have feelings towards me as strongly as i have towards her cause i love her. sigh*

8/04/2007 06:27:00 PM

zzz

if only i have big bucks,
if only i stay in a big crypt,
if only i have dogs,
if only i have a car,
if only i am a sweet talker,
then the chances will not be slim.

8/04/2007 03:02:00 PM

zzz

I AM MENTALLY FUCKED. FUCKED I AM FUCKING MESSING UP WITH MY HEAD! THIS IS BULLSHIT. IT SHOWS HOW MUCH U REALLY CARED.

8/04/2007 02:55:00 PM

zzz

I REALLY NEED TO RANT!

8/04/2007 03:00:00 AM

zzz

I feel so shitty right now. So bad, I feel like a rotten tomato. I'm always the last to be in her list since when am i equal? I'm always the missed out by you, fun is all you can think of. I just feel that way...I don't know. I hope my life starts taking a turn for the better, it has been really shitty for the past 3months. What for saying i love you i miss you all the time? it's encraved deep in my mind all the time. I really need attention from her. I'm just a guy who doesn't know what depressed sadness and torments felt like till now, i was naive and never thought about trust, I'm a very simple guy now who wants to live my simple life the way i want it to be.

8/04/2007 02:48:00 AM

zzz

When her friends call,
she do reply she answers,
i msg i call,
she do not reply she hangs.
The world seems so unfair,
my heart never felt so heavy before,
hurts so much,
the unbearable pain,
the sorrow,
the truth.
I love her more than i hate her,
Loving/worrying/anxious(sucks)
I can't hide anymore,
the tears in the eyes,
getting heavier each moment.
Someone please i beg you,
Console me will you.

8/04/2007 12:21:00 AM

zzz

I need somewhere to rant.

8/03/2007 09:24:00 PM

zzz

i love my baby(1) and my siamese baby(2).
love'em all ! Lots

8/03/2007 09:16:00 PM

zzz

Friday is a day to relax, chill, checking out chicks in town, club, get drunk or perhaps a date with her, Friday used to be fun/exciting, well Fridays seems more like a boring day to me nowadays, guess i need her company more than anything else. She's my form of motivation in life; my goal towards life. She simply rocks my world, she's my goddess the woman of my life! Ok back to the Friday thingy, i'm home staring at my com with durains(yummy) and cigs(i can be a chimney) within my reach what else can i ask for?

8/03/2007 05:59:00 PM

zzz

Got home from school. Had movie with Mr.YJ. Had a bad headache! Damn can't sleep well the previous night.When will sweetdreams drop by? Am i getting sick? Having running nose, sneeze quite alot today got blessed by new classmate, headache has just join in the fun. Suffering indeed!

8/03/2007 04:45:00 AM

zzz

Its 4.45am i had a series bad dream. Left hand numb, throat dry, opened my eyes, red and grey is the colour i see. Had some thoughts over the terrible dream, just couldn't go back to my sleep. Whats with my head spinning around, it's not like i've eaten a ton of sushimi! Well thanks to that "sweetdream" i'm sitting out here alone again. Oh man miss her so much now more than everyday i do.

8/03/2007 01:01:00 AM

zzz

Hey MUTHER FCUKer you've been born into the wrong world you've crossed the line. You're seriously in deep shit. You've have no idea whose precious girl you've messed with! You're made her cry!
Whoever you are you're a mouse!
Dip your fingers into your anal lick it enjoy the good stuff,
Fcuk the spider sideways.
Whoever you are there's somethings for sure you have no brains!
Born in the zoo with a hollow skull filled with tartar sauce.
Love watching your brother fcuking your mother?
Your dad anal your sister?

8/03/2007 12:26:00 AM

zzz

Today was a pretty stiff day. I slept late, got up...did something. I don't remember. Curse the hangover thingy! I think i got myself a job, some starhub roadshow shit 7bucks per hr, screw the pay slip! Well at least i found a job she won't be considering me as a useless crap(yeah!). Did some accounts with Mr Yonggie(crazy guy with crazy comments) sorry dude thats my personal Lecturer. Msg her whole day no replies, no call till 11.54pm. She was crying! Our conversation was short which goes like" Hur hur hur, Huh huh, Blah blah...Bang" thats all from her for the day.WTH who bullied her or made her cry, thanks muther fcuker! you've spoil her day and mine!

8/02/2007 07:29:00 PM

zzz

I just want the girl who i like who i love, to say a yes someday. Who calls me, answer my calls and gives me the needed attention. That would be so nice.

8/02/2007 07:12:00 PM

zzz

DAMN IT ! We had Smirnoff and Vodka Vanilla.
While we started off with beer then...
Vodka taste like Thinner !
Vanilla in Thinner is worst !
Very first time i saw him puke !
The best part is the shit is all over my pants !

8/02/2007 02:21:00 AM

zzz

open up inside,
open out your heart what do you feel.
is it real?
look inside to find a deeper love,
i can't think of a better time to say,
it seems like a million years apart.

8/01/2007 09:12:00 PM

zzz

Stunning as she alights from cab.
Stunning as she walks the stairs.
Stunning as she put on her shades.
Stunning as she held her new handbag.
Stunning as she put on her new heels.
Stunning as she presented herself.
Miss Gorgeous she is, Her sweet scent filled the air,
Her scent aroused my senses,
Wonderful time spent, Times up she got to leave,
There she goes like the wind,
Leaving a sweet memory behind.

Labels: baby

8/01/2007 01:53:00 AM

zzz

boy meets girl,

girl meets boy,

got together.

girl loves boy,

boy drifted away,

girl holds on,

boy drags on,

boy left,

girl followed up,

got together again,

often couple quarrels,

boy left once again,

girl got dishearted.

girl recoverd,

boy returns,

girl rejects,

boy trying hard,

boy awaits...

8/01/2007 01:38:00 AM

zzz

Did you ever think of me,
As your best friend.
Did I ever think of you,
Did I ever think of you,
As my enemy.
Did you ever think of me,
I'm not complaining.
I never tried to feel.
I never tried to reach,
Your eden.

Labels: Her Eden